January 17, 2007 at 7:36 pm (english)
Another appointment with harsh criticism. About my role as a therapist, about all I did, said and thought.
I felt lousy. Even a professionals happen to feel lousy when under pressure.
She handed me a note when she left:
“I try my best to make you hate me,
praying to God I will not succed “
January 16, 2007 at 9:28 pm (english)
Cannabis and amphetamine addiction, 20 years old.
– Can you really stop using drugs?
– Yes, if I want to
– But you go on, and on. Then why?
Long pause. He was looking at some pines outside the window. Thinking.
– I believe I`m afraid of beeing a grown-up.
Tears, then aggression
– Fuck you, bastard
The pines waved softly at me in the breeze outside. My turn thinking